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Miserable


Assalammualaikum and Hi readers!

I'm so not doing well in any things. I don't know. Constantly miserable. I can feel it, people talk rubbish behind me. I just keep quiet. Like my mom tell me, if someone give you fire, you can't take it. You must be water-of-fire. So that everything well be fine, though. But for me to be a 'water' so hard because of my hot tamper. Well, I have to face it too either now or tomorrow. Life is about to stay strength and fight it back. Hmm. ]
May I run to somewhere who nobody can hurt me? Somewhere didn't know what meaning by 'hurt' . Okay, I guess I'm over thinking too much.

I love being hurt. That's why I always build a river before I sleep. Crying in the middle of night while nobody notice that I'm in hurt. Well, I'm a good actor too. You know how it feel to be alone and nobody care for you. That's why I'm say I wanna run away from everyone. I've been hurt so many times. All about tears.

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