Le sad memory of mine

Assalammualaikum and Hi readers,

Every girl has their own attitude that make every guy care. I'm just a simple girl with a big ego inside. Again, my ego so big. Serious talk. Once I let my ego down, that meant you're the special one even thought I didn't say that. You should proud on that. I hate my self cause I let my self down so badly. I know I'm not easy to understand. I know I keep a lot inside and I know I'm not the special one. When I burst out crying alone in my rooms and I realize no one truly knows how unhappy I am because I don't know how to explain what's going on and no one wants to listen either.

I put on a faking smile a lot. I'm good at hiding my true feeling.

I used to be happy :')

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