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Assalammualaikum and Hi

I'm not in good mood. My eyes burst into tears all of sudden. I don't even realized that. I don't know where was my mistake. I just don't know where. Why just keep quiet? Why no talk to me?
 Even how far we were separate, I'm always thinking about you. Just please, stay with me. Which part should I explain? I'm always here for you. Whenever happen, I'm here. But now, I just need a smile from you. I'm not strong if we were like this. Where was my old Amir? Where was my "penguin"? Where was my strength? I can't handle it anymore. I'm so sad. You're my other part. I can't do anything without your support.

You know what, I'm happy with you. No one could ever treat me, like you did. Yes, I'm always keep everything inside until the highest level, but I'm still can bear this. Don't worry. I know, you love me. Same as mine. You don't have to so pathetic when I'm not talking to you, because I'm just take a deep breath and I don't want to have a fight with you. I'm tired.

I was so down, when I'm start to get-out from your car and I'm just say "Terima Kasih" I'm sorry for being so ego. Then, I pull the door and my tears suddenly drop so fast. I'm crying in my room. I'm so sad. I thought, I can spent a little time with you.

This week kinda busy week for us. There's no time to "Ha-Ha' but I'm still find a suitable time for us to spent with. Sometimes, I think I'm barely know you. Where was the old you? The men who always make me smile for no reason? I guess, he was lost in nowhere. I wish, I can meet my old Amir and I wanna scream that I'm miss the old Amir.

Remember when the first time I give you a 'story book about us'?
Remember when we were play True or Dare and Adha was asking about us. And you was so nervous to heard my answer?
Remember when the first time we meet?
Remember when we were about not meet each other for 2 weeks? I miss that feeling 

I MISS THAT FEELING
I miss you.
I love you.

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