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SOMETHING

Assalammualaikum dear reader. Since I don't doing anything better I write something kan. Me at home, just laying in my bed and keep tweet. What a bored life. Serious, I rather doing assignment than doing nothing at home. Just wasting my time with online, sleep, eat and watch tv. Me so bored! :'( I love my friends. Okay, just imagine the situation. The moment when your best friend is your enemy before. What a surprise! Moral of story, never say ' I hate you. Say no to .. ' God is fair. Did you realized everything you want doesn't mean you can get. Every good will come after. And did you realized everything that you hate it become the one that you love the most. No lies. Be careful. A friends can two type. The real best friends or poker face best friends. Alhamdullilah, I know how to different the real friends and backstabber. Sometimes your friends can hurt you worse than any of your enemy could. I die. I die! I don't have a boyfriend. Yes, I have so many

Miserable

Assalammualaikum and Hi readers! I'm so not doing well in any things. I don't know. Constantly miserable. I can feel it, people talk rubbish behind me. I just keep quiet. Like my mom tell me, if someone give you fire, you can't take it. You must be water-of-fire. So that everything well be fine, though. But for me to be a 'water' so hard because of my hot tamper. Well, I have to face it too either now or tomorrow. Life is about to stay strength and fight it back. Hmm. ] May I run to somewhere who nobody can hurt me? Somewhere didn't know what meaning by 'hurt' . Okay, I guess I'm over thinking too much. I love being hurt. That's why I always build a river before I sleep. Crying in the middle of night while nobody notice that I'm in hurt. Well, I'm a good actor too. You know how it feel to be alone and nobody care for you. That's why I'm say I wanna run away from everyone. I've been hurt so many times. All about tears.

Jealous. Jealous. Jealous.

Assalammualaikum peeps. Now, 5.15 Am and I still can't sleep. Huwaa, time nak tidur lah gastric datang pulak. Sakit perut. Then yawning like abcdgshff! I never feel being proposed by someone. Some of my friends already married. And the rest of it, still coupling. I hope, all the relationship end up with married. Amin :> I'm still waiting for my prince charming come and save me with his horse. Pengaruh cartoon ni. Banyak sangt tengok tv cam ni lah jadinya. Ahaha! But, hell yeah I feel jealous with ze friends cause dorang sangat sweet :") I'm afraid once I'm fall in love, I put all the book behind. Sooooo not good. Nevermind, as long as under control. Balance kan dua-dua. Sometimes I feel jealous, kenapa phone aku tak berbunyi. If duduk sebelah dgn orang yang dah berpunya, conform phone asyik berbunyik lah. Hisk, sabar je lah. Jealous.

Funny thing that I've done

Assalammualaikum peeps! Have a great day okay. Everything okay kan? So happy happy life! Hihik. I would like to tell about my childhood time.  Guess me? Yang pakai baju power rangers tuh comil sgt!  Aku agak ganas dari akk aku. Akk aku lembut.  Ejaa. Nanaa. Idaa. In 1992 after my momma born my sister, bapak aku nak anak lelaki. Few month after lahirkan akk. Then is my turn to live in my momma stomach.  After scan doctor say 'your son is a baby boy. Congratulation!' My father was excited then buy all the baby boy stuff. August 22, 1993 a beautiful baby girl was born. My father upset because he want a baby boy. Then, all my stuff is a boy stuff actually. If my dad give me present, he will buy me a car and my sister is a baby doll. I don't even get mad because I feel fun with that. I still remember, my uncle cut my hair, sebijik macam lelaki. I lost that picture already! If jumpa I"ll upload. My friends mostly a boys and everyday I'll hang out with 'em. Unt

I'm coming home!

  Assalammualaikum and Hi peepes! Well, since a week ago, I didn't do anything. At home I just laying on my bed and keep tweeting. Today baru balik Selayang. Hell yeah, me miss my sister and brother! Its like a year fall apart with them. Hi orang kampung! Aku dah balik! Maybe next week I'm start kerja kot. I don't know, my mum say just stay on computer and then its job is about typing. Wow! I shall to join that job.  InsyaAllah, Next week. Balik ni, nak jumpa kekawan yang lelama tu. I miss my friends even more! Kdaabye!

Cheer up! Sem 3 dah habis!

Assalammualaikum peeps, everything was so far so good in my life. Alhamdullilah, my third semester its finish already. 7 may 2012, intake semester 4. My paper was easy expect BI! Certain words, I don't know. So confusing the answer. And hell yeah, my tears rolling down after finishing my last paper because I know my result gonna be worst. One of my wish list is, wanna be one of dean list, even once! I want it! :( I need work hard. I will make my parents proud of me. one day. Sometimes I felt like, I'm not exist in this world. Alhamdullilah, I meet someone who always make me smile and laugh. I still have my family and friends which is always care about me. Even though I'm stubborn. Yes, I'm a girl who have big ego inside. I always take care of people hearts, but me? Maybe certain people will care about me. Not all my friends. Serious, no offense. I'm a girl who grow up at the middle of busy city and never been meet animal. I meant like, my age 15 until 19 I nev

Gedik!

Assalammualaikum! Okay, handfone aku memang takde function sangat. Jarang berbunyi. Then ada seorang ni call. Kenal dah lama since zaman azali. Since aku selekeh sampai lah sekrg. Dia kenal aku sgt. Aku nak apa, makan apa, semua lah dia tahu. Nampak kan, aku kesayangan dia. Pui, apahal.... Ahahah! *joking Semalam text lah dengan dia, sbb dah lama tak text. Then dia cakap dia rindu aku. Wahh! :O Aku pun sebegitu jugak. Aku hantar satu gambar kat dia, sebab dia bagi aku gambar dia. Tapi aku punya bukan gambar. Agak sweet lah jugak. Ahaha! Perasan jap. Harini dia call, lepas balik kerja. Then huhahuha lah kejap. Dia cakap suara aku dah comel. Aku jem. Dia perli ke apa ni. Unfortunately, dia tak dapat. Aku punya gmbr! ==' Geram! Berbual lah dengan dia. Sampai dia habis credit then aku pun call lah dia. Lama jugak. Dia bahan aku kaw-kaw. Merajukkk 59 saat dengan kau! Fact about you is, you never forget about me even almost 2 years tak jumpa. And I miss you so much! :(( There'

Happy girl!

Assalammualaikum silent readers! I hope korang in good mood. Because aku tengah happy :'D Before tu, Happy Birthday to Syarifah Syafira Azila Binti Syed Zahariman. AKA Adek My best friends since form 3. Rindu kau! :( Bila nak jumpa? Apa-apahal, happy birthday sayang. 30.3.1993 And happy birthday to Alya Khalid and Mira Haseran . :D Ingt nak jadi orang last, and tak jadi. Sbb aku taktahn nak wish. ==' Ahaha! Anyway, happy bithday. Korang dah tua. Boleh kahwin dah :p