E J A H A S S A N

Assalammualaikum, The moment when your lips to shake and tears build up quickly and fall fast, you're bent over or crouched trying to suck it in and not make any noise but it hurts too much to hold it in so you let out a yelp and a cry comes the loss breath which sucks because not only you're crying out load but you think you sound dumb for not breathing.  Tonight is the bad day every.  YaAllah, give me some strength to adapt this. I'm beg :"( 

Assalammualaikum dear silent readers. I've a lot of story wanna to share. But then I'm pretty busy here. Been working about a month plus-plus. So I don't know where should I start. Because all the sweet and bitter memory are always being fade away slowly.  Okay, you all must be wondering why I wrote my title ''dream'' . Just so you know, every human being must have a dream that people want to aiming for.  For example, my dreams is to sent my parents to Haji by my own money and saving for my future life. Means, married.  And once I officially married, I won't stop writing a new entry because I wanna my son/daughter read all my memory with his father. Cop, am I too overboard thinking about my future life?  K, I shall start with my first Aid. Alhamdullilah, everything went well. I ate rendang, nasi impit and more. My weight increasing so freaking rapidly! I can't even feel the joy of Raya food. So sad. Paranoid when peop