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Hi assalammualaikum peeps, okay now aku dah hapy dah sikit sebab amir dah balik.
Hahaha takde lah aku meroyan lagi pasal dia. Haha nampak tak aku ni overly attached girlfriend? 
You know what i really dont mind tunggu kalau dia nak pergi memana ke nak lepak ke dengan kawan ke or what-so-ever lah. I really dont mind, unless kalau tengah perang aku tidur awal. Sebab kalau aku on kalau besar gaduh. So better aku tidur awal dari terukkan keadaan. Bangun-bangun terus wish morning dah okay dah heheh bukan susah pun nak pujuk aku hihi

Excited gila semalam aku jumpa dia. Sampai-sampai rumah je dia dah jumpa aku. Siapa tak excited noks jumpa bf 3 hari tak contact katako! Hahah well i really happy to see my boy yesterday. So we went to restaurant and having a very late dinner i guess or shall i said take a brunch. And take a very long talk with sayang. All i been say is ''rindu'' all the way. Serious shit aku rasa aku annoying af. Nasib badan lah amr nak layan aku. Amir certa lah dia memancing dapat 20 ekor together with his brother and bla bla bla. 

And now. aku tak sedia nak kerja esok. Aduh kenapa lah kerja esok. Malas sumpah malas :((
Dari tengah hari sampai sekarang aku dok tengok cerita harry potter. Pergh bapak lah aku. Nak nak pulak cerita dia 2 jam lebih. Juling mata aku. And now aku nak tengok yang ke 6 pulak. 


Oh by the way, tajuk aku tuh memang kekadang aku terpikir kenapa lah sampai jadi macam ni? Kenapa lah tak betulkan keadaan or kenapa nak worst kan lagi? Sometimes orang yang cakap kita ''unmatured'' aku nak tanya dia, whats the meaning of matured on his/her side? And how do you forgive people? Its just a word sorry from phone but truly in your heart you never did the same as you point out on phone, isnt it?

Sometimes I do wondering whats make us be like 'this'? I mean, (me and amir) and (you and you) You-Know-Who-You-Are. I never insult nor hate both of you. Things happen for reason kan? Never mind, dunia berputar. I dont want anything all i want is just a bless heart and peace life upon me. If you do anything to say just contact me and, i'll reply it. But i wanna ask you, do you never think even once, about fixing it back what been broken? Oh cant you see the relationship between his siblings is about to loose. All of this fight might effect our future. If you dont mind, please think wisely. Its that so hard to start all over again? For me, its for god sake and probably can fix all the piece. Sampai bila nak macam ni? You're big enough to think whats is good and bad things. Bergaduh sebab girlfriend? Hm sound like pathetic. but thats the true story. I'm 22 already, and soon gonna married (in sya Allah) and who's gonna help all his brother stuff and so on? Tell me? 





Does it sound like lovely girl?
This is you and it was a very first time i meet. I wish i can turn back the time and i dont want all this happen. It that hard to live like happily ever after? Can you do that for family sake?

 I hope so.


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